
“And as I read, I focused once again on who God is and how much He loves me (He loves me and cares for me and wants me to be blessed and wants my life to go well even more than my mother does, and if you know my mother—wow—that’s really a lovely thought! And, of course, and obviously, it’s true.) Anything God does is good. All of His ways are good. And this is not just an esoteric idea that is disconnected from real human life. It is utterly true. If anything is withheld, it is not just God’s discipline or His detached will; it is His protection of me. He is looking out for me.”
—Susan, My Summer Notebook: Lots of Tuesday Notes. . . (emphasis author’s)
This quote has been on my mind since reading it earlier this week. It is hard for me to realize how much God loves me. I’ve always thought that God loves my children even more than I love them, but I’ve never thought that He loves me more than my own dear mother does!
I have also felt so down in my spirit, so lonesome. I am tired of being single. I am tired of carrying the load alone. I’ve been doing this for 11 years. I am tired of not having a protector and a friend here with me. I want to be married and have a whole family, not a broken one with all that it entails. Knowing that what God is withholding from me is His protection of me is very comforting to me. I want His will or none at all.


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